I won’t waste time with mediocrity walks down memory lane,
I won’t try to expound on my yesterday,
Or how I was today,
It would surprise me if you give a hoot..
But I won’t say,
Not because I can’t,
But because I won’t, basically,
I will regret this ultimately,
But I won’t recall this day,
Because I am on a high,
Yes, another high,
That doesn’t include your thigh.
You know, I think about you. You.. mostly.. not I or us.. you. It’s because I was more invested in you than us. I cared more about your happiness than our happiness, you know, you I and our relationship. We were always three. Or so I thought… That’s you individually, I individually and you and I as one(our relationship).
I thought over time we had succeeded in building another personality that merged you and I into one. Our Super personality. One that chose trust over jealousy, pettiness for oneness, lies to honesty, effectiveness over shortcuts, depth over fickleness…
That’s what I thought.
Yesterday you called. I am sorry I just looked on as the phone rang.